I'm making the cake.

What do you think? Good, Bad? Don't care? Well that happens.

I've just been feeling kinda blah recently, which is nothing new, so I've been just watching TV to see if that will at least cheer me up.  I've been kinda obsessed with Logo TV's "Set up Squad" right now. Did I make a bunch of horcruxes when I wasn't looking because I relate with most of the people who are on the show. I Think/HOPE watching this I'll learn some tips and figure out how to talk to people. I'm actually watching it right now, thank you internet. I feel like I have no and mean absolutely no skills when trying to talk to boys. I don't know when someone is hitting on my, I don't think that has even even happened to me. I talk to everybody like I would normally if we were in conversation. If I find myself attracted to that person however I sense that I don't tend to make eye contact which can seem kinda shady (Thanks Set Up Squad) or just clam up because I don't want to have a case of foot in mouth.

Which then brings me to a boy. I friend requested him on Facebook and he added me so that's a plus but I have no clue on how to strike a conversation with him on chat. I found out he was a fan of Green Lantern but I kinda ruined that when I said I hated the movie, which he said was awesome so there goes that. Also whenever he posts something I feel I'm too stupid to even know him. I feel like a major creeper. The last person I added to my Facebook that I thought was nice defriended me and I possibly blocked me, when I typed his name into Facebook it says he didn't exists. I honestly have no idea what I did.

I met him during a group call New Alternatives at our local LGBT center and we didn't speak really, but the next meeting is coming up soon so maybe I'll grow a pair!

Best hoping and possibly more post as well.

xoxo Alan