Ahh Fiddle Sticks

Ok, there is a reason I rarely ever speak and that's because I tend to put my foot in my mouth.

When I do it, a joke may go to far OR I upset someone and have a flame war on myspace. It's come to the point were I just want to get this over with because I hate confrontation and arguing. I guess I had a loaded comment that shot all over my face, and not in a good way. As always this shit goes over my head so I expect nothing to come from it... but boy was I wrong. Two some odd days later and it's still going. I take the cowards way out and back out because it's silly and I need to focus on school.

I noticed how this person changed, after a certain incident with a certain ex-room mate of hers saying something about me. It went something along the lines of me liking her BF and the only reason I hang out with them is to get closer to him, or some stupid retarded shit like that. That is completely not true. I feel stupid talking about this because he reads this...

I really hope I'm crazy and imagining this whole thing because now when I hang out with him and she knows about it all I hear is her  complaining about me. Honestly it make me feel like shit because when we do see each other I think we are having a good time. It's come to the point where last time we hung out he said I wasn't with him. I know he did it so she doesn't give him shit, but if it HAS gone to that may I not be making this up?If I had balls I would say something to one of them, but since I don't. I'm left here to leave it on a website where anyone can see my dirty laundry.

I just hope this stupid drama gets over and done with. Right after I get over some stupid drama, here comes another. FML

Disney at New Years

I finally got my Disney Vacation! It was only one day. I ended up with blisters on my feet. My legs felt like they were about to fall off, but it was a good trip. A trip I seriously needed, but as with my life it wasn't the picture perfect trip I wanted, but it was the best trip I've ever could have had if I were with my family. This is the dramatization of Dec. 29, 2009. As someone told me on the trip "All you do is complain"
 so why not prove him right...

Before I even get to the actually trip part, there was some stuff before we even got in the car. This trip was only supposed to be with me on only one person. It sounds like a dick move but hear me out. I had four tickets that I have been saving for a year. If I only had me and another person I would still have tickets I could have used for my sisters Birthday that's in Feb. I had my whole trip planned out with this guy. We had our day from work requested off and all I needed to do was reserve the hotel. Then I had to put my fucking foot in my mouth and say I was going to Disney to another friend, in which he leached himself onto the trip. I REALLY didn't want three people to go on the trip.

Having an odd party in Disney isn't fun. Someone is ALWAYS going to be left out and I wasn't going to be the fucking third wheel on my vacation! Also this person has gone to Disney way to many times this year. I have called him/ him call me several times this year to only find out/ him tell me he was in Disney for the weekend. When I confronted him about it he just brushed it aside saying it wasn't true. The fucked up thing was when I brought it up DURING the trip he was like Yeah so what! I could have used those damn tickets for my family in Feb, but since I don't like to be an asshole I let him come. Then I had to go find a forth person. Poof 4 tickets gone!


I hate that I need to say this on my own blog but here I go. This is a site I've been writing for about two years now. Some people who may know me in real life are probably in this blog. Good or bad they make it here one way or another. Just because you know this blog exists doesn't mean you're not going to be mentioned in a good or bad way. If you find something here that's going to hurt your feelings, I don't care because this is my way of venting. Shit gets posted then I put it behind me, no more thinking about it. I may not ever tell you that but that's who I am. If you don't like it, here's a Torch and there's the bridge. Have at it.

Back to my trip. The drive to Orlando was my favorite part about the trip. There was no arguing, no stupid tiffs just some good old fashioned bullshitting. I plugged in my Zune, and we listened to music the whole time. Talked about random crap. It was perfect. Actually the whole trip was pretty awesome. Even though there were points where it stunk, the crappyness would end in something positive.

After we got out of the park, we walked towards to a tram that would pick us up and drive us to the entrance to the park. We had to wait three times to get on the damn tram. The first time it was fine because a small group was in front of us and when we tried to get on we all didn't fit. The second time we tried was when it got ridiculous. Some stupid bitch threw her kid in front of us so her family could get on the tram. She literally THREW her kid in front of us! I'm not over exaggerating.

The next little hiccup came when the group wanted to eat "breakfast". They don't like breakfast food so I bring them to the hotdog shop near Main Street USA.  All I hear from one person is how much the food cost. SERIOUSLY! You live in Florida, you're not a stupid tourist ( sorry tourists ) but you know full well all food in theme parks are expensive. I'm guessing this person was cranky because he hadn't eaten, which is understandable but that really got me in a funk. We've only been in the park for half an hour and there was complaining already. I suggest he gets the corn dog nuggets and bitching continues as he orders his nuggets. After the damn order he says how much he liked them... But I don't get the credit for suggesting it to him. My manager gets it for telling me about them. Whatever no big deal.

When we were eating our food they had one of the shows in front of Cinderella Castle going on. I told one of my friends, the one that hasn't been to Disney since he was 6ish,  the show had the characters actually moved their mouths when they talk. He gave the biggest gasp. He made us relocate from where we were to get a better view of the show. He was mesmerized by the whole thing. When fireworks shot out of the stage there was another squeal of excitement. It was pretty funny to see him watch the show. It was like seeing a child believing everything he was seeing. And that's why I love Disney!

Heres a clip from the show. Watch for Donald so you can see his mouth move.

Soon we rode the new refurbished Space Mountain, WHICH WAS AWESOME! In the line they added multiplayer games that makes the wait feel like nothing. When I get off of Space Mountain I look for the Disney DDr game they have in the arcade next to the ride. SAdly they don't have it in the arcade anymore. :( I was so disappointed. I was going to ask a Castmember what happened to it but they probably had no idea what I would be talking about.

Then we jumped ship into Adventure Land and grabbed some Fast Pass tickets for Jungle Cruise and got in the line for Pirates of the Caribbean. The problem with lines is that people tend to go single file line when they get into one. In WDW depending on the ride, Castmembers will tell Guests to fill in ALL the empty space because it speeds up the line. And NO ONE ever listens, so my group would just fill in the space. Someone would say it's cutting but we were just being told what to do. I'm not going to wait in a line any longer then I need to be because people won't fill in the line.  What I do find as cutting when when a Castmember forgets to rope off a passage way and some certain people in a certain group try to use it to actually cut people in the line. We were deep enough into the line were  people had gotten there shit together and were packed like sardines. When I try to tell these people that they were trying to cut, they called me a hypocrite because we "cut all those people when we were "filling" in the line." (If I'm in the wrong Please let me know! Because I think filling in hole is fine.) Also when you're in the back of the line of your group you're going to follow them. If I decided to stay they would have just left me, or bitched about me not wanting to fill in the gap. How do I win. Something funny that did happen in the line was when someone made a joke to another about him showing himself to the line so they would move away and we could get on the ride faster. Some prissy lady decided to tell us off and say we had to wait in line like everybody else. Come on lady get your finger out of your ass, it was a joke. Please...

Another one of my favorite parts of the trip was when we actually got onto the Jungle Cruise. The ride doesn't take it self seriusly at all, which is what makes it beautiful. It's campy and depending on your skipper you'll have a great time or a bad one. We had a female skipper and her timing was perfect. I was laughing the whole time. When we got off the ride however, I had to hear for about  half an hour on how hot she was, and that when she got off the clock they were going to find her... Smelled like a good ol' fashioned date rape in the making. I don't know who was joking or if they were serious but it  got kinda annoying after a while. Then they of course had to ask my opinion of her. I couldn't deny she was pretty but come on I didn't go on this vacation to talk about vagina.

That was something that kinda got to me. I am one to take A LOT and I mean A LOT of gay jokes, mostly because I start them but when someone takes advantage of that I'm kinda left out of the joke and get laughed at instead of be apart of the joke. When we were in Phantasy Land, they had a show were they thought you how to do the Ho Down Throw Down, by Hannah Montana. There was a little boy dancing and a friend commented "There's another queer in the making!"... Why did he have to bring this random kid into a hurtful comment. I had to say something right. What was I to say? All I could do was say he was already gay or something like that. I felt dirty saying it. I was trying to defend this poor kid. And the friends response to mine was "Well he doesn't know it yet." This person has a habit of putting his foot in his mouth that makes him sound very dumb. I'm not saying I'm perfect but there are sometimes where you need to keep your mouth shut.

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