Ok, there is a reason I rarely ever speak and that's because I tend to put my foot in my mouth.
When I do it, a joke may go to far OR I upset someone and have a flame war on myspace. It's come to the point were I just want to get this over with because I hate confrontation and arguing. I guess I had a loaded comment that shot all over my face, and not in a good way. As always this shit goes over my head so I expect nothing to come from it... but boy was I wrong. Two some odd days later and it's still going. I take the cowards way out and back out because it's silly and I need to focus on school.
I noticed how this person changed, after a certain incident with a certain ex-room mate of hers saying something about me. It went something along the lines of me liking her BF and the only reason I hang out with them is to get closer to him, or some stupid retarded shit like that. That is completely not true. I feel stupid talking about this because he reads this...
I really hope I'm crazy and imagining this whole thing because now when I hang out with him and she knows about it all I hear is her complaining about me. Honestly it make me feel like shit because when we do see each other I think we are having a good time. It's come to the point where last time we hung out he said I wasn't with him. I know he did it so she doesn't give him shit, but if it HAS gone to that may I not be making this up?If I had balls I would say something to one of them, but since I don't. I'm left here to leave it on a website where anyone can see my dirty laundry.
I just hope this stupid drama gets over and done with. Right after I get over some stupid drama, here comes another. FML
1.21.2010
Ahh Fiddle Sticks
by Alan at 2:17 AM
Tags bleh, heterosexuals
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